I think I started moody when I'm tuition
Why? I also don't know.
Just suddenly felt like, speechless.
Sigh.
And I angry poh jiu,
He keep asking me why so weird today.
But, I didn't reply him even once.
I'm sorry.
I just scared I will let off on you.
So, I chose to didn't reply anyone.
And after physics class
Poh jiu message me again
He asked me again why I didn't reply him.
And I still didn't reply him.
Reached home.
I already know that, he will call me.
And after I bath, He called me.
But, I ignored the phone call.
WHY?
Because I just no mood to phone call just now..
He called me more than 10 times.
And I ignored him more than 10 times too.
Sigh.
I really sorry for that.
But, at last I also received the call from him.
Because I don't want him worry me.
So, phone call with him.
Of course, He keep asking me what happen.
And I just said don't know don't know.
And when he asked something
I said : not your business .
He like .. disappointed on me.
And he said he was tired
Then he ended the phone call.
I text him Sorry
And he sent a long message
Is mentioned about he's disappointed on me
Because I said that words.
I'm... sorry.
I'm not purposely say that
I just don't want you keep asking me that.
Huh...
And he said it's not me
Who hide something from him
Who act strong in front him
I just can say, sorry.
And he called me again
I cried. Loudly.
I only can cry like that in front him.
I think , no one can let me do that.
And I still saying that words hurt him.
I'm guilty ..
Sorry
I promise, tomorrow will be alright.
I will forget it after I wake up in the morning
From my bed.
I'll forget what had happening today.
Yes, I promise that.
And the last.
Sorry , I'm sorry.
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