Thursday, October 6, 2011

I'm sorry

Today

I think I started moody when I'm tuition

Why? I also don't know.

Just suddenly felt like, speechless.

Sigh.

And I angry poh jiu,

He keep asking me why so weird today.

But, I didn't reply him even once.

I'm sorry.

I just scared I will let off on you.

So, I chose to didn't reply anyone.







And after physics class

Poh jiu message me again

He asked me again why I didn't reply him.

And I still didn't reply him.

Reached home.

I already know that, he will call me.

And after I bath, He called me.

But, I ignored the phone call.

WHY?

Because I just no mood to phone call just now..

He called me more than 10 times.

And I ignored him more than 10 times too.

Sigh.

I really sorry for that.

But, at last I also received the call from him.

Because I don't want him worry me.

So, phone call with him.

Of course, He keep asking me what happen.

And I just said don't know don't know.

And when he asked something 

I said : not your business .

He like .. disappointed on me.

And he said he was tired 

Then he ended the phone call.

I text him Sorry

And he sent a long message

Is mentioned about he's disappointed on me

Because I said that words.

I'm... sorry.

I'm not purposely say that

I just don't want you keep asking me that.

Huh...

And he said it's not me

Who hide something from him

Who act strong in front him

I just can say, sorry.







And he called me again

I cried. Loudly.

I only can cry like that in front him.

I think , no one can let me do that.

And I still saying that words hurt him.

I'm guilty ..

Sorry

I promise, tomorrow will be alright.

I will forget it after I wake up in the morning

From my bed.

I'll forget what had happening today.

Yes, I promise that.

And the last.






Sorry , I'm sorry.

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