Examination is around the corner

It's very stressful and depressed when the syllables was sending to us.

Holding it, like warning and reminding us to revision.

As soon as possible.

This Saturday I'm gotta sit for the English paper.

The damn fucking school deliberately set the paper on Saturday.

Huh. What the wicked school.

Today, I lent some composition and essays reference book from library.

Reading at it, out of the blue, I realized that my English is really and exactly poor!

Although I could take the highest marks in my class,

Although I could get a A.

But it is not what I want. At all.

I searching for the reference book that teaching grammatical structures.

Because I just poor at this.

Looked over the school magazines, I always not to wasted even one page.

I viewed one to one page, especially the last part.

The award-winning of essays.

I turn over to the English essays part.

Seeing at those awesome essays that written by top students.

And looked over back mt essays, ridiculous !

I always feel awkward that people say my English is good,

and asking me to translate every times.

I even couldn't persuade my self that: Yes, my English is good !

No, I don't considered that.

I liked English, my mummy do also.

I born in a family which only emphasized on English and Malay.

And yes, I hate Malay.

I am given a good teaching since I was born,

I felt good luck on this.

Anyway, I just done all my best and effort on this last school exam.

After this, trial examination, SPM.

Blablabla. Rushing to me, not, is us.






Lately, It seems have a distance between me and Calvin.

Hmm, maybe we really too busy on studying.

Seldom to chat.

I still remember that time when we text every day, every night :D

Missing it.






Stop here. :)