Finally. Haha.

Wednesday.
After today, tomorrow is a new month.

New month new mood.

I like it. Hahaha.
Hmm. Start from tomorrow, I gonna rush back.
Gonna start From 5 lesson tomorrow.
Hope it won't be very hard D:
Tomorrow maths. My favorite subject.
Excited for it.



Today, 8something wake up.
Huh, just the same thing to report :D
Go grandma house. Boring right?



Afternoon, he still had remind me to eat.
And he told me that, he sick D:
Then I hurry called my friend to send me money.
Arr. I should :))
But when I text him.
He said he was feeling not well.
OMG. I called him back home and rest.
After that I didn't text with him already :'((

The whole day.

Until at night 12something he say Goodnight to me.
Pheww ~
He sick, forgive him :P
Next time don't lar D:




Night, what a lonely night.
God, help me =0=





That's all for today :/

Confusing.

Hmm. Tuesday.
Nothing special at all for me.
Phone expired. No online. No activities.
Again a meaningless day.
Such a boring day.
Morning around 8.30am, He text me.
Hahaha. Last night just phone call with him.
I called him. Miss him badly.
He sent me a picture.

Here >>

Hahaha. This is the picture I took for him.
About last few night I sent to him.
And now he sent back to me. :P
Hmm, We chat til half, his mum came in his room.
Then I have to end the call :(
Okay luh. Goodnight <3





Today morning like ordinary day,
Went to my grandma house.
Wasted a long day time.
Hmm.

Sleep, Eat, Play.

Fine.




Finished our dinner. Back to our home finally.
It's a boring day.
I online and searched the song Calvin introduced to me.

[ When You Say Nothing At All ]

Hahaha. Such a nice song.
And I also heard it before.

Me and him are the classic old song fans ! :D

Hahaha. We will introduced some songs when felt nice to each other.
Good right? :))



I felt boring and I called him.
Hahaha.
Such a no manners kid =0=
Always Oii Oii Oii ! =0=
Deng mm shun him ar.
If I'm not knew him long time, I end the call already :D
Hahaha. But I prefer this talking way.
Wohoo.
It's okay phone call with him.
And the background music, his father was listening songs.
Celine Dion, Our idol :D
It's awesome !
Chat a while, My mum scold ! ><
Have to end the call.
Grrr, Boring again. =0=
Fine.




Online again. Great.
Update my blog again.
Need someone give me some comment.
I gonna attend a wedding celebration.
Confusing on wearing.
Hmm.

Okay?
I felt not okay at all.
But my mom forced me to wear. OMG.
Hmm. Considering.
Maybe buy a new dress.
That's all for today.
:))

A new day, A new start.

Such a meaningless holiday,
Felt like wasting my time on playing,
sleeping, eating, gossiping and so on.
Huh, isn't really wasted?
Actually I want to do many thing during this holiday.
I planned many, and I didn't tell my mum.
Why?

Not dare.

When I was born, I just a kid protected by my parents.
A good of take care.
And the same way, We can decide nothing.

What parents disliked, We must follow.
Of course, We're just kid right? :)
So? Must limit what we want to do?
What we interesting?
I love music, I love dancing, I love piano.
I love drum, I love singing.
And what?
I don't even know these all.
Haha ! It's funny right?
Sometimes I thinking,

Why I put so many effort on study?

Because I want to success! Because I want to earn more money!
Because I want a good college! Because I want a good university!
But, there is many pressure when you really think of these.
And what I interesting, is a force.
The force to make me success.
Do you know? My parents.

I smiled, not mean that I'm happy now.

I didn't tell you, not mean that I'm nothing to tell.

I didn't cry in front of you, not mean that I don't wanna cry.

PLEASE.

Read my mind.
The only thing I want.
I want to fulfill my knowledge.

My sucks, narrow knowledge.

A expired phone again.
Really slowly get annoy on this.
A off day for him, last night he called me two times.
I felt happy for this.
Actually how I hope I can phone call with him everyday.
Even not a longer time.

I do　:))

Phone expired, can't text with him temporary.
Lack of money.
Not lack. Is just saving money for hanging out.
Hmm, Planning a hangout recently.
But always failure.
I need a time to relax. A day.
With him? Hmm.
She just broke up.
Actually I planned to hang with her.
Accompany her a day to forget all his things.
But I think impossible?
Hmm.


Although I didn't text with him,
He also will report to me.
Example.
When he woke up, he will text me to wake me up.
When he's having his lunch, he will remind me to eat.
When he miss me, he will also tell me through the phone :))
Huh.
Fortunately, He still will do this for me :)
ILoveYou ♥

A boring and meaningless day gonna end after few hours.
I hope this such of life will gone soon.
Hmm. Have a nice day :)

与其自讨苦吃, 倒不如做个坏人.

 下午,
我实在看不过眼.
她, 明明是很想找回他.
明明就很想每天与他信息,
明明就很爱他.
但是竟然现在要永远不跟他信息, 谈话.
但是那男的不要, 不肯.
好了, 我教她说.
我突起而来的火爆, 突起而来的冲动.

如果你坚决你的立场.

那么, 你就发个永远都没回应的的信息. 打个永远都没人会接听的电话.

如果你愿意, 如果你喜欢.

我不能阻止你, 也是最后一次告诉你.

得来的冷漠, 不是我要, 不是你要.

只是在受伤害后, 用来保护自己的防护膜.

不能怪我, 不能怪你, 但是我必须要.

我没说过要挽留, 没说过要你留下.

那么, 你就不要做出一些让我不能忘记你的举动.

既然你不想谈恋爱了, 那么蜗们就是没可能了.

那么, 你就不要那么自私, 
要永远在我的心里, 脑里沾上位置.

那个位置如果你占不上, 那么请你离开.

我的生命, 不能只有你.

还有我的Mr. Right.

我打了长长的字, 劝她跟他那样说.
我觉得跟他那么说, 有两个结果.

一, 他会挽留你.

二, 他会如你所愿, 永远离开.

两个结果, 其中一个都好过现在这样.
拖拖拉拉,每天等待另外一方的开口.
不是吗?
作为朋友的我, 看见这样的你,
你觉得, 我会好过吗?
我要如何袖手旁观? 我要如何睁一只眼闭一只眼?
平时没事没干, 你有看到我会那么落力的帮你?
我会那么三八去插手?

绝对不会.

但是现在看到你每天其实很伤心,
说着不会哭, 也不懂在夜里偷偷的想哭了多少遍.
明明很想找他, 却要落到现在要找不找的下场.

朋友, 我只有在忍不住,

看不过眼的时候才会插手.

这次以后, 我不懂我几时会再发神经似的插手.

我这才知道, 他的感受.
原来, 是那样的感觉的 :))

晚上了, 无聊没东西做.
跟妈妈去吃东西, 然后去载刚刚从泰国回来的婆婆.
我们去小云顶那边等他们,
十分之无聊 =0=
上车了, 回家了.
真的超级无聊.




想说, 和他好好的谈一下.
朋友, 何必搞成这样?
信息他,
他竟然还是说 : 怎么? 谈情? 去找你男朋友. 不是我.
拜托.. .. ..
你这样, 我们之间还会有开心吗?
我们这样谈天, 会快乐吗?
我觉得我在找碴,
与其自讨苦吃, 倒不如如你所愿.
永远不会麻烦你, 不会打扰你了,
放心吧 :))








心疼的一个更新, 到此为止吧 <//3

煎熬 :)

部落格换了歌了,
李佳薇 [ 煎熬 ]
这首歌弄哭了我.
好多好多次了.
为什么呢? 我也不懂 :)
这个播放器只可以播放一首歌, 好可惜哦.
我看到它好可爱 :P
我选择了这首, 是因为我想我每次打开都听到.
但不久后我还是会换的, 放心 :D

A Boring Sunday.

只可以那么形容, 咳咳 ~
妈妈昨晚一点才到家, 等到我都累了 D:
但是我不放心她自己一个人, 所以唯有等了 :)
回到来了, 还没睡的着.
跟他信息着, 听他说老板要抄人 D:
希望不会是他把 :/
睡觉前线了一张照片给他, 晚安吻 :P
希望你睡的好 :))





今早八点多他信息我, 我还没醒.
哈哈, 平时将的时间我已经醒了的.
但是今天妈妈没叫我醒, 所以丢下他了 ;P
到他线的第三封信息我才醒, 但是他已经开始做工了 D:
我就准备出去吃东西了,
爸爸不在, 我们全部完全没有idea吃什么=0=
考虑吃什么大概用了半小时,
好了, 去吃我们平时很爱吃的鸡饭 :P
坐了下来吃, 吃到一半突然电话向 :O
原来是林先生 =0=
他说他收到了 :P
然后说 : 咦, 做么又跺猪肉的声音的?
我说 :  当然啦, 我在吃东西嘛山番 =0=
哈哈, 一下就盖电话了, 又回去工作了.
妈妈问我是谁, 我都不懂怎样回答 /.\
好了, 继续吃 :DD




吃完, 又烦恼去哪里逛好了=0=
新年快来了, 我们去附近的butique看看.
到最后还是没收获 =0=
不懂是我没胸部的问题, 还是我腰粗的问题.
全部看到美, 穿在我身上就变奇怪了 /.\
My God, 我要怎样买新衣啊 D:





回到家, 妈妈说下个星期要去Pc Fair.
哇哈哈哈 :D
不懂我的肥佬有没有在那边? :P
希望有啦 :S



就将 :D

仅仅需要的, 请你耐心地待在我身边 ♥

第18天了, 我们感情还是很好 :))
可能是刚开始, 还不够一个月.
所以我们不缺话题, 不缺情趣 :D




我是一个情绪化的人,
我可以因为很小的事情, 很小很小,
而突然心情低落, 不想做任何事情.
只想自己躲在房间静一静.

很庆幸的是,
啊不对, 不是庆幸,
应该是说,我没后悔选择他 :)
怎么说, 他完全不会情绪化,
他完全没试过, 在我面前,
可能他收着? 可能把 :))
不管怎样, 感觉很舒服 :)





他始终是男生, 身边还是会围着许多女生.
身材好, 样子出众的, 性格很好.
比我好很多很多的, 的确满街都是.
我说 : 我完全不担心我男朋友会被别人抢走.
那是骗人的 :))
实话说, 我们在一起不到一个月呢,
谁可以肯定啊? :))





但是我懂的是,
要好好珍惜眼前人, 不要给他走了.
不要等他走了, 到你回头望望他的时候,
才发现当初你深爱的他, 静悄悄的走了.
即使人没走, 心也留不住.
那又何必呢?
倒不如现在好好珍惜, 不让自己制造遗憾 :))

亲爱的, 我需要的不多.
我不贪心,
我不需要在你心中排第一,

因为那是你爸妈, 是你亲人.

我不需要在你心中排第二,

因为那是你学业, 事业.

我不需要在你心中排第三,

因为那是你朋友, 

我希望我的位置不低于第四.
我希望你会好好的看看我,
趁我们还很好, 我们还热恋中.
我怕, 好像朋友们.
几个月过去了, 快要迎接的是危险期.





我希望我们还会有最基本的关心, 甜蜜 ♥

上天对每个人都很公平,
每个人都是 天生有缺点, 优点.
不会有一个例外.

但正因为我们都不完美, 我们才会彼此需要 :))

 

我需要的不是你千方百计从外学来的甜言蜜语,

我需要的不是你辛苦工作回来的对不起,

我需要的不是累到睡着的抱歉,

我需要的不是你永远的宠坏, 

我需要的不是你完全没的脾气,

我需要的是.. ... ...

我需要的是你一点点的大男人, 多多的小男人.

偶尔会因为想逗逗我, 哄哄我,

而扮些你自己平常完全不可能会做出的举动.

我需要的是你的温柔, 带点脾气.

我不吃药, 但我生病.

你会紧张, 你会在乎, 

你会急着要我吃药, 带点脾气的逼我吃药.

我需要的是你的爱,

你不会吝啬于那最基本的关心,

最基本的情趣, 最基本的甜蜜.

我需要的是你的心,

就算我不在你身边, 你也不会让我担心.

不会让我觉得你会受别的女人引诱,

不会让我觉得没安全感 :))

如果我消失了，你会发了疯似的找我？
如果我消失了，你会傻傻的坐着哭泣？
如果我消失了，你会捧着我的相片一遍遍的凝视？
如果我消失了，你会半夜醒来想我想到泣不成声？:))

 我曾问过, 

若我变成一个200磅的肥婆,

你还会直视着我吗?

你还会望我一眼吗?

若我的样子不是这样, 若我的身材是那样,

你还会一样对我说出 

放心, 我一定要你的 :))

 就因为我以前经历过,

就因为我受过这样的待遇,

所以恐惧比人多, 害怕的不比别人少.

肥胖的时候, 连穿上一条自己悉心挑选的裙子,

也会给人嘲笑.

肥胖的时候, 连出街都没被男生注意过一眼.

谁会喜欢一个肥婆?

试问, 若我现在是一个肥婆, 

还会有追求者? 还会有烦恼?

全部没有 :))

我希望, 你说的都是对我的承诺.

不会作假.

假, 都是我该骗, 

我笨 :))

18天到来,

还会有28天, 38天 等等...

我希望我们有无数的明天.

亲爱的, 我爱你 :)) ♥

 

过于纳闷 ;)

部落格又更新了, 还换了歌 :)
整天都是那些歌, 我自己也有些顶不顺 ><
Anyway, 希望不会影响你们看我的部落格心情.
我每次都换piano version只是想要你们看得舒服,
而且我自己本身也很喜欢钢琴,
但是却没机会学,没关系
希望达到我要的 :)


深夜了, 我的猪睡了 :*
今天他回到来就埋怨着, 说很烦恼.
在安慰他的当时, 突然觉得自己根本不会 :)
突然觉得有点儿失败呢,
虽然过后他说没事了, 还对我说谢谢 :')
但是我怎么还是觉得,
他根本没有被我的安慰弄得好些呢?
 或许是我的安慰功力还有待改进吧 ><

对不起了, 若真的没让你好些 :'(

刚刚上网的时候,
我尽可能的想挽回, 想找回以前的我跟保州.
我主动找他聊天,
但是最后还是不了了之的结束了谈话.

你, 一定要这样么?

虽然我有了男朋友, 但是你在我心中的位置还是没变啊.
你还是我的好朋友,
无所不谈, 无话不说的好朋友.
为什么要搞到这样? 唉....

有时候我在想, 

如果这个世界上能又完美的事多好 :')

好累了,
但是还是爬起来玩电脑了, 哈哈 :D
爸爸妈妈去了北海了,
家里剩下我和我弟弟两个.
妹妹也去泰国了, 原本我也有去,
但是临时不想去了 :D
在家休息更好吧, 身体还是那么弱 D:




更新完部落格就睡了,
不然眼睛真的好像那肥佬说的一样,
变得好像鸡蛋将了 :D



晚安啦大家 :*

没了, 就该放下了 :')

世上没有不散之宴席, 没有分不开的人.
没有切不断的关系,
同样的, 情侣也不可能永远是情侣 :)
他们可以成为以后的夫妻,
他们可以成为以后的陌生人,
他们可以成为以后无所不谈的好朋友 :)
这么多选择, 其实只是看两个人如何看待.
好好的, 这样就一辈子了.
何乐而不为?




昨天晚上, 十点多吧.
追着我最近大爱的 [ 法证先锋 III ]
大结局了, 不该死的人死了,
真的是不好的结局 :(
不过过程真的很紧张, 值得一看 :DD



过了一下, 虹打来了.
一接电话, 突然想起同样的画面.
她哭着对我说 : 我跟他分了.
我惊讶大叫, 立刻问原因.
她说 : 话题少, 我们不适合.
听了后, 我简直想立刻信息骂臭他!
为什么?
话题少是个分手的原因吗?
连借口也称不上! 是因为你不够爱她吧?
如果你真的爱一个人, 就算你们之间一点点话题都没有了.
你就算和她待在一个完全没谈话的空间里,
你还是会感到很幸福, 很开心.
就因为, 你爱她 :)
但是现在竟然因为这个原因而说了分手,
不觉得, 很可笑吗?
昨天那通电话, 让我想起同样场景不同人物的画面,
我以前有过的, 经历过的.
同样是, 我打电话给虹.
哭哭啼啼的, 告诉她, 我跟他分了 :)





其实他们分了, 我并不惊讶 :)
我预料之中, 为什么?
感觉吧, 只觉得很像我.
但是他们比较长, 我的就 .....:)

肥佬, 

你记得你昨天答应过我的,

你说你会珍惜眼前人,

你说你会珍惜我.

反悔你就死了 :P

爱你 :*

心痛 T.T

今天起来, 发烧没了.
但是我要讲话的时候, 我发现我没声音了 D:
OMG. 咳嗽厉害到 ><
一起来走路的时候更够力, 整个房间在转的@@''
刷牙的时候够经典, 居然没力 =0=
今天都不懂怎样过啊 /.\


八点多林先生就起身了,
九点半他要做工了, 还剩很少时间跟我聊天罢了 :'(
过了一下, 做工了:(

拜拜 :(

去到婆婆家, 妈妈买了面包给我.
总觉得嘴巴很苦, 淡淡的.
想和点什么, 但是却说不出想要喝什么=0=
我知道我很难搞 /.\
面包我吃了很久, 吞的很辛苦哒 D:
过后弟弟问我电话的东西, 我就回答他了.
他听到我的声音竟然爆笑 T.T
我知道我的声音很性感啦 ! :(
生气走上去睡觉 =0=


过了一下林先生又偷懒来问候我了 :P
24孝好老公, 虽然时间很短 :'(
然后听歌睡觉.
起来的时候, 哇顶不顺 ! D:
晕倒 ~~~
整个下午没吃东西, 除了早上的面包 =0=
没胃口啊 :/



晚上了, 打算试看玩下我电话的游戏.
玩下玩下.

啊 !

他竟然吃了我8令吉 !

发生什么事 ?!

心痛死了啊 T,T
林先生问我要不要帮我进.
哈哈, 你终于会问我要不要帮我了咩?
上次都不会问 :(
其实我根本都不喜欢花男生的钱的.
我要的是你的心意罢了, 上次你竟然没提过 :(
这次原谅你了吧 ;)



经过这件事, 我答应, 我发誓我不会再开游戏来玩了=0=
一个游戏8令吉.
妈的, 霜金的啊 ?!
啊! 心痛死了 ~ :'(




回到家, Hmm.
没什么特别.
好象是打错给啊Calvin :P
然后他Call回我, 我已经尽量不要在他面前咳嗽了.
但是还是忍不住, 给他听到了 D:
啊, 算了 :P



普普通通, 电话今天过期了,
我想进但是没钱了啊,
假期没零用钱, 哪有钱来啊 D:
我怕我没跟他信息, 我们的感情会淡 :(
我又不想他浪费钱帮我进哦 :(
拜托不要淡啊 :(
希望把.......

生病了 D:

生病了 !
难熬透顶, 全家人都生病了才够力=0=
先先是爸爸,上个星期.
后来是妹妹, 到妈妈.
妈妈到弟弟, 然后到我=0=
有次序到~~~



说说生病的感言吧 :'(
首先, 我还不知道我自己发烧.
跑去照顾我弟弟和妈妈.
还出街, 晒了整天的太阳.
妈的, 有够猛的太阳.
头晕死了, 我还以为是我的老毛病犯了.
所以, 没理他 D:
回到家, 立刻打开laptop上网.
玩着刚买的新电话 ><
跟Yongxin玩SDO, 玩的爽爽的.
突然感觉那些Arror在跳舞 =0=
我就不要玩了, 上床睡觉 :/
睡睡下, 身体好热 D:

我发烧了 ! :/

痛苦啊 T.T
那时候是下午, 我信息给林先生.
他在玩着 :'(  我预了他没回复我得了 :(
然后睡回去.
晚上了, 他回来了就回复我了.
可是那时候我已经病到五颜六色了 =0=
没力回复他了 :(
然后索性打给他, 跟他说.
他听到我这样的声音, 就立刻叫我去休息 :/
可怜啊 ~~~ :'(
又躺回去床上了 ><
爸爸打snooker回来了, 摸摸我的头.
说了 : 哼哼, 又到你了 =0=
就叫我妹妹去拿药给我, 我说我不要 :@@
拿被子盖着我的头, 转过去=0=
很象小孩子的说 /.\
爸爸就叫弟弟拿一杯100plus,
然后把药弄碎放进里面:P
真的感觉不到我吃了.
爸爸真的很体贴啊, 我以后的老公也要这样 :**




爸爸他们出去换白色的电话给我了 :D
什么都精神了 , 啦啦啦 :DDD
所以就开始回复朋友们的信息了.
妈妈打包东西回来给我, 哇 O.O
我最喜欢吃的, 但是我居然没胃口 :(
乖乖坐着看电视, 玩着新电话 :P
和林先生信息着 :D
十一点多这样, 他要睡了:(
好早哦, 可能是今天玩的太累了吧 :S

晚安 :**

今天打算早点睡觉的.
很早就在床上面了, 但是睡不着.
头实在很痛 D:
很痛苦地说 :(
滚下滚下, 睡着了呗 ~





很平凡而痛苦的一天.
没下次 D:

多少都好, 自己承担一切 :)

这个帖子, 是在我哭完后半小时.
眼睛还是疼疼的, 红肿的.
挨着疼痛的感觉, 更新着部落格.
因为不懂怎么分享,

家丑, 不得外扬.

我一向来很赞成这句话,
所以我一直以来都没有对任何人说过.
因而, 事情越收越多.
心事累积起来, 多到压死一百个我.
我一个平凡的女生,
许多缺点,
若你问我 : 你的优点是什么?
对不起, 我回答不了, 不懂的怎么回答.
或许是没有优点, 或许是隐藏在深处.



今天可以算是蛮惊喜的吧.
满怀心机的, 想好了要怎样打扮.
怎样呈现自己最自然, 不做作的一面.
在他面前 :))
但是突然晴天霹雳的, 取消了 :)
为什么?
因为我不想因为我一个,
全部要迁就着我, 那么我宁愿牺牲我一个把:)
我跟他说

没关系, 没关系 :)

其实, 老实的说, 谁会没关系啊?
是人都会伤心, 失望吧?
我也是人啊 :(
所以对不起,我没坦白 :(
是因为我怕, 怕会影响到你们明天去旅行的心情.
所以, 我很好 :D



下午, 刚做完一大堆家务.
电话一直响了又挂, 挂了又响.
很紧张出街的事情.
过后, 才知道原来他们不要出了.
很好 :D
不用烦了 ;)
做完, 休息一下.
刚刚烦了好多 , 头真的晕死了.
躺在床上, 不够十分钟.
妈妈敲门进来, 叫我出去吃东西.
我说我不要, 我不舒服要休息.
但是她硬要我去, 如果不去, 明天就没得去 :/

我忍 !

出了, 半路中. 桦打来,
问我 : Yuko啊, 我可不可以借你的肥佬一天?
我就猜到, 我没想那么多, 答应了 :)
没关系啦, 我真的没有生气 :))



到了那边, 坐了下来.
很习惯的动作, 坐下来之前都会望望四周.
看看有没有熟人 :D
看过了, 没有, 安全 :DD
怎么知道虹英突然信息来说

在吃晚餐啊?

我问 : 是啊, 怎么了?
她说 : 我在你后面
我一望, 囧!!!!
就在后面罢了! =-=
真的炸到死了, 我竟然不认得他 ! /.\
望了他一下, 笑一下.
不敢过去打招呼, 因为人家在用餐 ><
吃吃吃, 她要回了.
走了过来跟我说声, 妈妈问我是谁
我说朋友, 走鲁 ~~~



回到家, 唉
我已经尽量赶快带上耳机,
开着音乐, 因为我知道有我不想听到的声音.
但是到一半, 我还是忍不住.
拿开了耳机, 就听到了 :)
爸爸妈妈, 吵架了.
不是第一次, 但是这次很严重.
电话被爸爸一手摔烂了, 这无所谓.
爸爸还问了妈妈一个问题..
不想说出, 但是问出的时候, 我真的很怕.
眼泪立刻不受控制的流了下来.
泪流不止,
我的毛巾, 枕头, 我的腿..
全部湿透了,
我的脸, 干了又湿, 湿又干又再湿...



 有时候, 我在想
告诉全部人我不开心, 又怎样?
无补于事, 毫无作用.
告诉多一个人, 多一个人烦恼, 担心.
少一个人知道, 少一个人不开心.
何乐而不为?
所以为什么有时候, 我会选择藏起来.
我会选择沉默寡言,
对我好, 对大家也好 :)



好晚了,
刚刚与他谈完电话,
给啊桦的捣蛋, 给林先生的无聊,
弄得心情好了许多 :)
真的弄到我很舍不得盖电话 ><
在电话里, 啊林先生问我要什么礼物.
然后我说 : 我要林伟康 :D
他竟然假装听不到,
死命蛤蛤蛤 =-=
下次没得听了 :P

Anyway,

谢谢你们, 也谢谢保州 :)

手心手背皆是肉.

这帖子有感而发,
突起而来的感觉.

手心手背皆是肉

你会选哪一个?
忽略了其中一边, 选择了其中一个.
另一个, 就会永远消失.
试问, 两个都那么重要.
你会舍得舍弃那一个?


想问,
难道就没有一石二鸟,
两者并存的方法.
或许这戏不应该这样演,
或许开头不应该这样.

或许, 一切不应该开始.

既然我让一切开始了,
就必须演下去, 不可以中途而废.
就算我舍弃了其中一边,
也不会有我想要的结果.
任何一边, 都不会.



夜深了,
依旧的, 我的心没寂静过.
没任何一刻,
世界在停止, 停止在我们之间的问题.
我不明白, 为何一切演的那么失败?
不是我预料的, 不是我想要的
为何, 不可以听话的向我想象中的HappyEnding一样饰演.



睡不着的当时, 等待着他.
好晚了,
似乎我还没习惯这样一直的等待.
有时候, 还是会有一些急躁, 担忧.
不耐烦, 心情低落会时常因而出现.
我一直压抑着, 没有说出来.

希望我能做个体谅, 明白事理的好女生 :)

帖子很短, 其中的意思却长长都解释不完.




ByTheWay, 星期日确定了.
若羚可以去, 我就可以了 :)
我期待已久的电影,

[ 那些年, 我们一起追过的女孩 ]

我来也!!!!! :D
希望她有趣吧 :)

Hmm, RM100 /.\

A long long time I didn't update my blog again.
Lack of computer /.\
Suddenly felt like very poor.
No money to buy computer. LOL.
But of course, isn't the truth xDD
I felt this seriously D;



Today, woke up early in the morning.
LOL.
I think most of them will attend school today.
Because ?
As they want to take the RM100.
HUH. That's what happen in real life.
Hmm.
Although I admit that I wanted it too.
But but ! That money not for me at all D;
How sad is it.
All friend can take the money
And me, OMG.
It will never happen on me GOD.
Hmm, I also never expect that.
So, disappoint nothing :)))





Go back to last night,
Hmm, The fatty worked until so late.
12a.m only came back.
I almost fall asleep D;
I forced myself to watch drama.
To wake myself up.
Hmm, Is that stupid ? :/
Finally, He came back.
I lied him :/
I keep pretending
I said I'm not sleepy at all.
Actually, Arggg  !!

Exhausted D:

But nevermind :P






After half an hour,
Text with him.
I think about 12something.
I fall asleep SHIT !
I get up quickly and replied him
Text Text Text.
My God, 1a.m I fall asleep and never get up.
And received his text.
Mentioned : I wake you up tomorrow.
Hmm, Really? :P
I hope it seriously D;
But next morning , I mean today.
He only sent a text to wake me up.
Grrrr, disappointed D;
Never mind lar :)
I brought phone to school today.
Hmm, after taking the money.
I gonna back to my mummy's office.
I like there seriously.
Hahaha. Many of them good in joking.
Enjoy at there :DD





After recess time,
We all stayed at the hall.
Bored !
But they got played a video for us.
Awww !
You know?

I cried ! D:

It's really touching !
About dad and mum.
Hmm, Cried for them :(
After that, watched a movie.
Nice lar ><
Hahaha. Waiting our mum.





Finally dismissed !
I already found my mum's car outside our hall.
Quickly find her.
LOL. Low blood pressure let me get trouble all the time.
Shit. I hate it.
Keep phone calling my mum.
I don't whether my mum's phone sot or my phone.
Almost get mad D;
Hmm, Finally Celine they saw my mum.
Go back.
At my mum's office now.
Enjoying :)))








I think I stop here.
Have a nice day ;)

Holiday. I almost there :DDD

Holiday is coming.

I hope I can have a hanging out in this holiday.
If not?
A long long holiday gonna stay at home?
My God.
I can't imagine how's my life to be.
Hmm, Really felt lack of freedom sometime.
Get bored slowly.




Leehoong and I planning something :P

A hanging out.

If it's success ?
How happy are we ? :DD
But I think it's not really good like what we planning.
Hmm, I swear.
It's really the last hanging out in this year.
I hope, GOD.
I hope I can get my mum's permission.
I really want to watch that movie ! D;
Arghhh !
If if ! If you let me watch the movie.
I rather throw all my money to that day.
I can use all my money and no remains D;
If you let me hang :)






I think if I can ,
That's the first dating for us :$
LOL.
Leehoong said she only want to see us paktor :$
Want mea :$
Hahahaha.
But I really hope that lar.
Next year no time to hang also :(
Hmm, Please understand my situation mum :(





God bless me for the last time.
The last time I needed you help.
Thanks ! <3

Such a boring day

Hey, I'm updating blog again.
Ya :)
And I felt like nothing to report or tell.
Let's refer back last night.
I never realize that my phone gonna expire.
And fatty asked to wake him up tomorrow.
I said okay.
Since the time I say goodnight to fatty.
That's 11something.
And I never texting again.
I switched on my alarm to 7.30am.
And sleep on my bed :)





Honestly, I'm glad to wake him up :P
I wanna hear his sound :$$
And 7.30am, I woke up.
And I just received the sms from 2900.

OMG ! My phone was expired !

I'm nervous and think think think !
How ? What can I do now?
My mum locked her room door when she sleep.
So I can't take her phone.
And I think about few minutes .
I went into her room.
Huh ! God bless me !
Her room was not locking !
I hurry took the phone up and called him.
And calling.....

Do...Doo...Dooo.....

I heard his sound. And other sounds too.
And I know that, He woke up already=-=
He said

I woke up already lor, Just want to hear your sound :P

I said

What ? Then where you are?

He said

Gonna have breakfast with Eric them.

And maybe phone problem, He can't heard my sound clearly.
So I said I want end the call already
Then I sleep back again =-=
LOL. Actually want to scold him
Because let me so care about that.
Keep scaring about he will late for his work.
And keep finding other ways to call him.
Finally he said he just wanna hear my sound =-=
OMG, Babe, I don't know you're cute or not.
But you really cute for me :P
So, I didn't scold him :))

I love you :**

8something wake up again.
And 11.30 go tuition :)
Hmm, Chemistry extra class.
I'm weak in chapter 6 and 8.
Gonna rush back in this holiday ://
Reached tuition center.
That teacher told me and my friend,
That the class already cancelled .
LOL. I see =-=
She sent the message to my mum's phone.
But she said never mind.
And she teach me and my friend only.
WOW. Seriously, I had learned many in this lesson!!
Why? Because few people. Just we two.
I can ask what I don't understand until I understand :D
It's worth to go ! Lalala ! :D
2.30 finished tuition.







Back home.
Do my housework.
Exhausted ! Huh !
The whole kitchen I settle !
And relax a while.
The fatty still working :((
I'm bored seriously, really :'(
Used mym mum's phone online a while.
The worst thing is phone can't update blog.
LOL.
And I have to wait my mum slept and my turn.
Ishhhh.
I still blaming myself .
How rude are me. Lalala.
Felt like nothing to say again.
That's all.

Love you Mr. Fatty :P

I know you don't like to hear this actually :P
But I like.
Hahahaha :DDD

2011/11/11 我爱你一生一世 :*

今天是一百年只逢一次的日子 :)
111111日 ! :D
不是很特别, 是很很很特别!
这代表了 
一生一世只爱你一个,
浪漫不? <3
真的是浪漫死了 ><




说说今天吧, 平凡的一天
昨天肥佬生病了`.
突然的生病 :'(
呕吐了, 吓死我了 D:
他就没做工, 回家了.
回到去就睡觉, 我那时候还在补习, 心不在焉 :/
他说他要睡了, 我连关心的话语都没来得及说出.
好吧 :')
回到家, 好闷哦 :(
没他的陪伴, 真的差很多.
看戏好了, 看法证先锋3.
看到一半, 突然镜子出现鬼 ! D:
吓死我了!!! 多想他就在我身边 :((
说了晚安我就睡了, 一个人 ! :(((







早上了, 怕他有什么事情就带电话上学了.
等了他的信息好久, 我就只好自动信息他了.
他说他刚醒, 好吧.
回复了几封信息我就睡着了.
头好痛, 醒来的时候就看到那肥佬的信息.
看到老师注意到, 我就去厕所打给他了.
打给他的时候手还在发抖,
想着不懂有没有打扰到他, 烦到他 :/
打就打了, 听到他的声音不是很精神.
就慰问几句, 要盖了 :(
说放学才找他, 盖电话之前还提醒我小心 :')
我会的 :))




放学了,他没回复我.
我就信息他, 他说他在休息
天气热吧, 有点不开心.
所以一直在等他的信息.
上巴士了, 回家的途中.
打雷了, 我的心突然好孤寂似的.
心想

打雷的时候, 你在哪里了? :'(

我需要你 :(
回到家了, 你的信息还没来.
直到四点多, 你说你睡着了,
说对不起.
我说没关系:))
然后我们继续谈天,
很高兴的, 你今天没去做工 :DD
可以补偿回昨天你没有陪到我 :p





去冲凉先了, 保州打来.
还是那个问题.
我们之间好像又出了些问题.
请不要, 我不希望我们3年的感情会这样毁掉.
不要说出吓死我的话,
不要说出会改变我们关系的话.
我觉得我们这样很好. :))








晚上了, 去补习.
8点半, 那肥佬准时信息来欢迎我补习回来 :**
好抵锡哦 <3
哈哈哈, 回去我们又继续谈天了.
问他今天应该对我说些什么.
他竟然不懂 T^T
我就跟他说先

肥佬......:P

我爱你一生一世, 只爱你一个 <3

他就说

对不起><

我也是:) 一生一世只爱你一个 :**

哈哈, 原谅你把;))

我也爱你 :*

一个小秘密, 幸好肥佬没看我的部落格的 :P
我打算折星星, 从今天起.
到我们的100天 :)
如果我们真的有一百天,
星星就不会白费掉了 :)
希望如此 :)

久违了, 我的朋友们 :D

久违了, 整个星期都没碰过部落格.
冷落了你, 拍谢 :'(
都怪我的贪玩, 粗鲁.
把手提电脑弄坏了, 现在没有专属我的电脑了 :(
妈妈说要买过, 但是我拒绝了 :)
因为明年即将要面对大考了, 我不想要好像今年那样.
每天对着电脑, 专注不了念书.
但是在假期里, 真的好难熬.
部落格, 看来你又得等待下星期的更新了 :(




首先呢, 我的大问题解决了啦 :D
什么大问题呢?
就是我感情生活的问题.
有好, 有坏.
好的说起吧 :)
我那一晚, 不知所措.
找了虹帮忙, 叫她帮我做决定.
我那时候真的很无助, 我只能找她 :(
她说了几样东西, 我其实从来接受不到.
但是, 他应该是个好男生吧?
我不介意了, 试着不介意了 :')
第二天他就问起我了, 我想玩下他 xDD
我说

对不起...让你失望了..对不起

他竟然冷漠的回复了我三个点.
...
我就说

对不起, 你要背着一个多病, 身体弱的肥婆了 :P

你就立刻转了语气, 老实说,
我讨厌你那样 ;/
算了吧 :)
我们开始了 :))
11月8日, 不懂是刚巧还是什么...:///






在接受他之前, 就是在问虹的意见之前,
我的心还是七上八下的.
因为我觉得他是一个纳闷的人 :/
而我这种追求浪漫, 惊喜的人.
适不适合呢?? D:
然后前一天, 我的心情突其的不好
我想看下他会不会哄女生,
就叫他哄我.
然后他叫我等一下, 我还以为他又去请教朋友了 ://
等了不久, 一张照片线来,
哇唠! @@"
一张很丑的照片, 脸都扭曲了 /.\
原来是他, edit成这样的 :P
为了就是要我笑回 ><

好有心思 :)

就是这张啦:DDD

好可爱对吧?
哈哈 :DDD
我看了真的当场笑了起来.
看回又看 ><
真的谢谢你了 :')















我们俩的照片 :)
还没拍过照, 这个代替 ><
配? :PPP

希望我们会有好的开始, 爱你 :)

Happy Birthday my Dearest Daddy !! ♥

Happy Birthday to you ! My dearest daddy ! ❤
Actually early in the morning,
I keep troubling about what should I give you :(
As your present.
I never give you yeah?
Hmm, Felt guilty.
But nothing I can do also :(
Lack of money, can't buy present for you.
And I planned to give you a kiss :**
Waiting you get up.
LOL. Finally, I not dare :(
Great. Mission failed ! D:







Texting with wei hong early in the morning.
Always text this few days Hmm.
Felt he's not bad at all.
That's all.






Hmm.
I thought my dad will go PC Fair.
And wei hong worked at there.
Felt like really excited to meet him ><
What's my feeling ><
Anyway :)
But my dad didn't go where also
I thought we will celebrate his birthday
Or hangout
But straight back to home.
Disappointed seriously :(







Back home.

A family day.

A weekend.

A birthday.

END at here.
LOL.

你, 还是我朋友么??

懒散的星期六, 昨晚很夜才睡.
又是睡不着的一天, 想太多了.
打算今天去修剪我的头发,
厚到长到不像人, 真的忍不住想剪了=-=
留海好长了, 本来打算留长的.
但是觉得好老, 还是变回年轻的好 :DDD



一大早起来,还是给妈妈踢醒的.
今天偷懒, 不去补习了.
反正都是加班的, 算吧 ^^
好累, 去到婆婆家就躺下来了.
躺下躺下, 睡埋╮(╯_╰)╭
(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……




妈妈做工回来了, 去吃东西.
然后啊kan突然和我说
我现在去欣羚家了
我很惊讶的问个清楚, 还以为他说说.
怎么知道在我回家途中,
往我回家的方向, 看到一辆Taxi.
里面坐着的人很熟, 看到他的衣服.
好像啊kan=-=
就信息问他, 怎么知道信息一发出.
另一条信息又来了, 啊kan的信息, 说

我好像看到你了

妈的,简直就是他  囧o(╯□╰)o
我就心想,  
要去欣羚家干嘛走到去我家的方向?
问下问下原来司机不会路,
我靠( ‵o′)凸
不会路? 怎么出来混的啊?
taxi费几贵啊 D;
算咯, 我就叫他打来, 我教他.
终于到了, 到了门口.
我打给欣羚, 她说她不敢开门=-=
好心啦! 是你自己很想你男朋友去你家的啊!
上次去不到还生气人家!
现在给我扮矜持, 扮害羞不开门?!
我真的觉得你完全侮辱了女生,
好了, 进去了, 啊kan又打来.
他说 : Yuko啊,羚羚她不敢望我啊~
我就心想, 不是吧? 人家专程去到你都不望下人家?
我就叫她听电话, 劝了她几句.
叫她别做坏事, 理智一点.
我妈妈在旁边也加嘴=0=
说 : 叫她自爱点啦
我笑笑, 不给羚知道其实我妈妈知道完她的事情.
盖了电话, 继续和妈妈谈天看戏.
感情很好, 因为无所不谈 :))
可能是年龄的关系吧, 她还很年轻,  
36岁
不会有太大的代沟, 就像姐妹一样 :D
每次都有和她说, 谁谁谁追我.
谁谁谁约我, 住哪里.
随便谈谈, 让她了解我的男生朋友们.
下次出街她也放心, 她也知道是谁 :)







待会去吃东西, 普普通通.
什么事情回来再报告 :D

夜深人静, 但我的心却还在喧哗..

已经是深夜了,但是还是没一点睡意.

想反省一下, 顺便发泄一下.

怎么感觉上最近都没什么心读书了,

一直都有好多东西烦,

都是感情事吧?

说说算算,我也快单身100天了.

一瞬间, 多快呀~

那男人, 已经离开我那么久了.

已经习惯一个人了, 不是吗?

其实渐渐已发现单身的好,

谈恋爱要兼顾的很多, 朋友们就是个例子.

但是感觉来了, 阻止不了不是吗?

最近不懂是桃花运到, 还是什么..

自从我分手的那一天,追我的男生一个接一个来.

每个条件都很不错, 让我混淆.

还是他们还没发现我的缺点?

没看过我的真样子? 

我好怕, 因为这样的事情我不想发生第二次.

想下想下, 想到了...

自己最初想要的条件是什么?定下的条件是什么?

我理想的男朋友  →

• 成绩比我好,不可以差.不然怎么养的起我? :)
• 要比我高,少少都好.
• 要比我胖,不然哪儿来的安全感?
• 不可以驾摩多,很危险,很lala.
• 不可以太粗鲁,开口闭口都是粗口.
• 不能闷闷的,我喜欢多话说的,搞笑的.最好鸡杂的:D
• 你不需要有钱,但是你一定要有志气,有自信.
• 不可以悲观,时常EMO.
• 不可以抽烟,喝酒可以,但是不能喝很多.
• 情趣不能缺少,因为我需要:)
• 不用见多识广,至少略懂.
• 你一定要很爱我,让我感觉到你不会对我不忠.
• 你不可以很啰嗦,但给予适当的关心.
• 你不用时常迁就着我,偶尔大男人下,也会很man:)
• 你不用很温柔,只要在哦需要你的温柔的时候,给予你最温柔的一面就好 :)

我的条件, 会很多, 很过分么?

我想我应该还有更多, 但是现在那些对我没什么重要了

长大了, 条件慢慢变得不重要起来.

真心就好, 感觉对就好.

别管什么,我就是要跟你在一起.

那么多的选择, 很平常的, 始终有一个是你对感觉的.

但是他是不是对的人, 就不知道了.

探索不到的答案, 那就尝试去探探.

我应该, 尝试么?

我介意你的成绩差, 你陪我的时间少.

我介意你的英文连一个简单的字都会拼错,要我改正.

我介意你每次都不会大男人一些, 凶一下我. 让我听话.

我介意你的话题少, 我喜欢鸡杂的男生.

我介意你的纳闷, 我怕我会闷死.

听到么?

我不确定我是不是喜欢你, 但是你是不错的.

我有在考虑你, 朋友都说你不错.

我想...你有50%机会吧 :D

我不了解你, 不懂你是不是真的好像你朋友所说的

但是我会尝试了解你,发现你的好.

但是我介意...怎么办? :))

苏凯倩, 烦恼什么?

抛开就好, 睡觉去!

深夜了, 我还坐在电脑前.

写着部落格, 眼泪快从眼眶不听话的留下来.

很小滴, 但意义大.

看着[ 那些年, 我们一起追的女孩 ]

勇锦介绍的, 谢谢 :)


网址在此 → http://vip.book.sina.com.cn/book/catalog.php?book=41547

真的很不错的一部青春片, 描述的...

就上胡夏主唱的[ 那些年 ]

看着看着, 那种感觉真的一瞬间涌出来了.

虽说没经历过那种心痛, 酸涩.

但是看了心还是会楸一下, 疼了起来.

孤寂的夜深, 自己一人.

想东西清晰好多, 但也好模糊.

怎么说, 我也不懂 :)

做人很难, 但是做得对, 就算难也不遗憾.

是否给机会别人, 给机会自己.

给机会大家.

毕竟没有损失, 大不了受伤多一次.

习惯了, 神马都是浮云 :)





好累了,到此为止吧 :)

普普通通 :))

今天终于上学了,

车叔依照没有来,真的有点厌恶的感觉.

妈妈回来了,她载我上学.

昨天明明羚说要来的,怎么知道竟然没有来.

没有原因,没有解释.

看着手表,快7点了.

想必,他一定没来了.

但是却注意到手表有点坏坏了.

记得上次我掉过在地上,羚缺很热情的帮我弄.

他说他爸爸会弄这些.

我毫不犹豫的给了他,因为我没空去弄.

过了几天他拿回来了,跟我要10块.

我惊讶问个究竟,

原来是她帮我换电池了,还是她爸爸换得.

我心想,她欠我的钱正是10块.

她,有可能骗我吗?

她说那个人给我的是最cheap的电池

他爸爸换给我的是最好的,

所以我没理多了,就说上次他欠我的.

所以不用给他.好了.

怎么知道今天一上学看时钟的时候,停了.

我奇怪,不是最好的电池吗?

我就开始在怀疑,她是不是骗我了?

有可能的,不是第一次了.

所以我打算周末去手表那,查个究竟.

结果出来是骗我的话,

你,别想逃了.

其实她欠我的钱,早就预料了收不回.

我也想算了,没下次了.

怎知道现在她来跟我收钱,好吧 :))

我等着看你的真面目 :)

今天虹和她没来,

下课时,我们都去找老师.

让我的数学加分.

刚好80了 :DDDD

而我的英文,很开心很开心的.

又是高分了 :DD

我还以为这次会很低分了,因为考试时不够时间.

都是乱做的.

怎么知道老师念highest marks的时候,

听下听下,

咦~那么熟的分数@@''

原来,正是我拉 :DD

好高兴,也好荣幸.

隐隐约约听到旁边的人说

蛤?又是她?

哈哈,因为前一次也是我 啦啦啦 :DD

好开心,值得庆祝的一天 :))







晚上了,补Add Math.

好闷,感觉没心听课了.

一直顾着信息,说话.

补完后回去的时候坐van

Uncle又请我们吃东西了,

超级不好意思的,想自己给回钱.

但是Uncle不收, 那就谢谢了 :)

回到家,吃巧克力!!❤

好肥哦 :PPP


完毕 :D

苏凯倩,你是时候用功了! ;)

Such a responsible guy.

Today I planned to attend school.

Because teacher already gave me a warning letter.

So I intend to go to school.

Alright. 

Wake up earlier to bath.

I can't bath last night really uncomfortable.

Because I still fever.

Ready to school.

Bus was not reached yet.

I waited about 20 minutes.

I think he thought me didn't go to school again.

But, hey.

I got pay for the bus fees.

I'm not free of charge.

Although I didn't go to school for 2 days.

But your job is ensure to fetch me to school.

That's all.

Your job isn't to make a choice for me.

I can scold you all the time.

LOL. What a responsible driver.

Skip this.

After this, I didn't attend school again.

No one fetch me also.

So, I text hoong.

I scared later she blame me again didn't inform her.

LOL. 

She blame me also. I expected .

Hey, Am I purposely ?

I also nervous to get my results.

I'm not purposely absent.

If not I sick for 2 days I'll not.

But now, I inform her and give her blame again.

Alright. Next time should I do this again?

Never think about others condition.

My mum haven't back from Australia.

I walk to school or what?

Did you think this ?

I really angry about this. Really.

Everytimes she absent I can't do anything.

But I absent? HEHE.

I don't want say something bad again.

Stop here.

Such a boring day.

I woke up in the afternoon.

When I having my "breakfast"

My mum and dad came back :DDD

Whoa. How I miss them?

I gave a hug for my mommy :***

Wahahaha.

She bought many chocolates and souvenir for us!

Wohoooo! I love you mom ! <3

Got black forest, milk, almond and so on !

OMG My favorites !!!!

Wahahaha! :DDD

And ! My mum bought a skirt for me.

Hey hey, listen carefully .

Only for me ! 

Lalala My brother and sister don't have !

Hiak hiak ! :PPP

I kiss you :*

The skirt is nice, Love you ! <3









Tuition later, See you all ! ;)

A fever day again :/

Hey YES , I fever again =-=

My GOD

I wonder why I sick everyday. Ish.

Hmm. And sorry about that :((

You all do worry me , Sorry and Thank you :'))

Sorry about I absent again, I'm not purposely :'(





Hmm, Today morning my grandma purposely rush back

To see I'm fine or not.

I'm not ://

Keep coming out cold sweat D;

My GOD, I also didn't realize that .

And my grandma said I fever.

Huh. Hey, I just recover last night =-=

Are you cheating me?

A day didn't get my results again,\

Hmm, I really nervous about that.

Hope I can pass all

And those subjects I wish to get A :))







Lalala xDDD

Very happy ! Why ? :O

Because my mommy gonna come back from australia !!

Tomorrow YESHHHH !!! ;DDD

Wuuuuwaaaaa ! 

How I miss my mommy╭(╯3╰)╮

Heeee xDDD

So, even I sick I also done all my housework.

Hahaha. Mommy won't get annoy again ;PPP

Yessss , I totally a guai guai luii xDDD

HUH. Just finished housework

And online turn.

Always  

blogger 

SDO

Facebook.

Slowly get bored ,

Everytimes just did the same things.

Anyone introduce something new? D;








Hmm, actually today I intend to hang out with Wei hong.

He called me go out and  treat me eat Sushi

OMG. My favorite ! (¯﹃¯）

How can I reject him?!

Hahaha I rejected ! Yesh !

Because I never give boys treat before.

Heeee. I don't hope he's the first :PPP

It's for my boy Lalala :DDD

That's all ! ;)))





Alright I think nothing report again ;)

A short update again.

Hmm. Have a nice day :D

Good & Bad things I have today

Whoa? 

Tell the good news first :D

Yeahyyyyyy!!!

I had pass my Acount in the exam !

I still worrying before this. HUUUUU!!!

It's soooo lucky man ! :DDDD

** Azfariza , you mark the paper faster than before :P

Wohooooooo ! :DDDD

How happy am I?

I'm the only pass in my gang ! 

Lalalala :P

Heeee, God really bless me as well ;)

Thanks GOD ! :*  ♥

Monday already get my maths paper and sivik.

Temporary, I get 2 A-

OMG.

How ugly they are?

A minus there, Super ugly D: 

My maths ! Grrrr :@@

Really angry for that, Actually I can get full marks in Paper 1

But I careless ! Ouch !

I get 36/40 only arrr D;

Disappointed, huh.

Paper 2, careless again?  

Denggg!!!!

I wrong few of them.

And some of them actually my methods is right.

That teacher har, chehhh.

Finally I argued back my marks :DDD

But also sad ! I can get more marks if I didn't careless !!

Maths is the subjects I always careless.

Arhhh. When I can change that? 

Ishhhhh.

And my friend kept all the papers that teachers gave today

She said I passed all.

Yeah :DDD

But, haih.

History, You're always the only I worry about.

Please. 

At least give me a pass .

I don't want drop my place :((((

 

The bad things, here you are.

LOL. 

Ckk, why you find me again?

Let me sad, moody, and down again?

That's exactly what you done.

Say sorry for?

Now you know you did many things wrong ?

Apologize?

It's to late for me.

Actually I rather you never found me. 

Never and ever.

Yeah, I love you badly.

In the pass sorry.

And you hurt me deeply.

But I can sure that, 

I really forgot you, Really gave up on you.

When you find me, text me.

I felt it, I didn't have any sweet smile on my face.

I didn't put any expectation on you.

I didn't hope you will call me to stay.

I only felt relax when you didn't reply me again.

Proved that, I don't love you anymore again.

Right ??? :))

That's the only reason for myself to hate you.

I rather hate you, Better than love you.

I love myself more than you many ,

So, don't disturb me again :)) 

Will sleep earlier tonight.

I really tired when I always burned midnight oil  

It's time to let me rest for a while

And charge full of energy to prepare study Form5

I can do it, Yeahhh ;)))