A new day, A new start.

Such a meaningless holiday,
Felt like wasting my time on playing,
sleeping, eating, gossiping and so on.
Huh, isn't really wasted?
Actually I want to do many thing during this holiday.
I planned many, and I didn't tell my mum.
Why?

Not dare.

When I was born, I just a kid protected by my parents.
A good of take care.
And the same way, We can decide nothing.

What parents disliked, We must follow.
Of course, We're just kid right? :)
So? Must limit what we want to do?
What we interesting?
I love music, I love dancing, I love piano.
I love drum, I love singing.
And what?
I don't even know these all.
Haha ! It's funny right?
Sometimes I thinking,

Why I put so many effort on study?

Because I want to success! Because I want to earn more money!
Because I want a good college! Because I want a good university!
But, there is many pressure when you really think of these.
And what I interesting, is a force.
The force to make me success.
Do you know? My parents.

I smiled, not mean that I'm happy now.

I didn't tell you, not mean that I'm nothing to tell.

I didn't cry in front of you, not mean that I don't wanna cry.

PLEASE.

Read my mind.
The only thing I want.
I want to fulfill my knowledge.

My sucks, narrow knowledge.

A expired phone again.
Really slowly get annoy on this.
A off day for him, last night he called me two times.
I felt happy for this.
Actually how I hope I can phone call with him everyday.
Even not a longer time.

I do　:))

Phone expired, can't text with him temporary.
Lack of money.
Not lack. Is just saving money for hanging out.
Hmm, Planning a hangout recently.
But always failure.
I need a time to relax. A day.
With him? Hmm.
She just broke up.
Actually I planned to hang with her.
Accompany her a day to forget all his things.
But I think impossible?
Hmm.


Although I didn't text with him,
He also will report to me.
Example.
When he woke up, he will text me to wake me up.
When he's having his lunch, he will remind me to eat.
When he miss me, he will also tell me through the phone :))
Huh.
Fortunately, He still will do this for me :)
ILoveYou ♥

A boring and meaningless day gonna end after few hours.
I hope this such of life will gone soon.
Hmm. Have a nice day :)