Hmm, How to do? ;/

Alright.

I'd been had a bad sleep yesterday night.

Because confusing something.

Ya, about Calvin.

Yesterday we suddenly talked about project.

Firstly, I told him I'm doing my account project.

I said it's hard and made me faint enough.

Then he asked me : You don't have the example? hmm. My teacher given.

I said : I got arh. Now correct back only.

Then he said : orh. easy lar. My PM project arh. Still haven't done yet.

I said : YER. Mine too. Need to think the karangan.

He saked : you didn't have the example? My teacher given too.

I said : what? all given? not do it self ?

He said : no lar. I just need to copy it all then finish. haha.

I said : Yer. Good lor. I die de lar. After holiday I must pass up.

Then he said : Hmm. I lend to you ? The example.

I asked : How lend ?

He said : type for you luh. If not ?

I said : How many pages there?

He answered : Hmm. 20pages lor. But it's okay for me lar.

I said :WHOA? 20pages is okay? NONONO.

He keep on argued with me but last I lose to him.

He said : That time you only need to say Thank You to me :)

I said : It's not enough at all.

He said : Not enough? Then be my GF. It's enough at all :)

I said : Hmm. Don't joke lar.

Allah.

Actually I know he's joking at all.

I just act know nothing. OMG.

Hmm. Should I consider him?

He's good. But the face...

I know I'm bad.

But what if I accept him then I'm the one who say want to break up?

It's more hurt. Isn't?

I just pray that. Please don't treat me so good.

I know what are your expectation.

But it won't be .

Please :(

I don't want we can't even be a friend after I reject you.

I don't want it. You're a good boy.

I just hope, Our relate just until here.

No more deep for us. It's deep enough for me.

I not dare to hint something.

I'm sorry.

Just naturally face it ba :)


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Last night I'm moody again.

I don't know what f*** thing spoiled my mood again and again.

I just weak when face that.

When raining day, cloudy day.

I also will moody.

Now even sunny day I also moody. Allah

I'm a EMO person I admit.

But I hope I can live happily more.

Even a words a sentences. It can be easily spoil my mood.

I used the way I used to. To let off my sadness.

SDO.hahaha.

Everytime I let of with sdo.

I'm beating the keyboard . totally not playing.

HAHAHA. pity keyboard right?

Hmm. I just can do it . The only way I can.

If not learn Ah Jian? Hmm. No way.

I'll never hurt myself.

Anyway. Good mood I'm always welcome you.

Bad mood, Get lost.