I rather

Tonight,

11something, Kar Yun suddenly text me

Yuko. Sleep already ?

That time I'm free so I replied him

Haven't , whyy? (:

Then his 2nd text

Yuko. I like you.

OMG. I asked  

Harr???

He said

I like you. Serious.

OMG. He is so sudden to told that.

I asked him

Hmm, then..?

He said

I hope you will accept.

I asked him

Why suddenly tell that?

He said

Not suddenly. It's since long time ago, and now I only dare to tell you the truth.I like you.

Yeahh, actually I felt it long time ago

Since we just know each other on FB

We always text , chat.

He told me he's sucks in love, always a loser.

I don't like this type of EMO boy who always negative thinking.

I just sometimes gave him some advice or opinion.

Then sometimes he got hint something .

So, I can felt that.

But I just act don't know anything , he also didn't say it out.

I never think he will tell that LOL. I was surprise and confused too.

Because I don't know and don't want reject anyone.

Especially my friend .

I haven't reject him. The next second Weng Hong text me .

He said

Can you be my girlfriend ?

OMG=3=

He said he is serious . Kar yun serious , Weng hong serious.

Should I trust them?

I think I can't do that.

Because I just been totally believe in someone.

What happen tonight? LOL

At the same time, 2 people chased me.

I don't know how to reject and I don't want to say something let them get hurt

So , I asked Ah Jian how to do.

He said

You must reject, You just broke up with your boyfriend you haven't recover. And can you confirm they really like you?

Then he also said

You must think of yourself too , don't always think people get hurt .Your ex hurt you already, you still think of others ?

Yeahh, I think he's right.

And

I didn't even think want to accept either one or anyone

Because I love SINGLE and I just get hurt

I just can say sorry to you two.

I don't know whether you two are truly wanna chase me or just for fun

Whatever, thanks and sorry.

I rather no chaser , I rather no any boy love me.

I just don't wanna hurt anyone before I forget him , totally.

I just told the truth to kar yun, I think I'm enough hurt him

That's why I rather no one chase me and like me.

Because they will just get a disappoint answer. Sorry.

I rather lonely, single.