A rainy morning.

Bla Bla Bla ! 

The annoying shrill of my dearest mom pass through my ears.
The irritating sound woke me up from wonderful slumber.
As I looked out of the window, rains dropping, birds calling....
It's signaled the beginning of another day :)


I rose from bed and do my stuff.
My mum and sister seemed like very busy today.
They were going out.
And after that, I Blogger again.


Maybe these few days are during my period,
My minds getting weird, trouble.
What I am thinking just couldn't use a sentence to tell.
Start from that day, I made up my mind to do that.
But, I got not enough of supporting !
I lack of confident. To do that.
All just,

Don't know.

Sorry, I can't give any opinion.

You choose.

Alalalalalala !
What is in my mind now, Even my own self don't know as well.
Anyone tell me?
My closest one's, PLEASE.
Am I right ? Or I shouldn't to do that?

Last night, PJ called me. Actually I want tell him nothing.
Because many reasons.
He told me many.

Is he really that type pf person?

I could not imagine it. I hope to trust my feelings.
But my heart is vibrating.
I can decide nothing for myself.
My listener, supporter, comforter, bla bla bla.
ALL missing.
And that's what happen when I needed a real friend.
I was spotting my contact list, push and push the screen,
I hope I can found a friend to chat before my phone expire.
But, I can get nothing at there ;)
That's what we always say,

You can have many friends, But you hard to find a real friend :)

What's the most important is my academic.
I would do anything for it, anything good for it.

Am I wrong?

But why, I can't do it........
I don' know what reason I can give.
Huh.........Speechless.

 Anyone be my mouth? 

Actually I thinking something selfish. I am truly a bad girl.
But after last night, I changed my decision.

Lock my mind.

Concentrate on my academic.
After my SPM, If you love me, truly love me.
Then you wait me.
If you can't wait, then I think what I gonna do is right ;)

I'm sorry..........

Hope I can do that :)